I'm sorry Alex. I can't trust you on this. I can't trust anyone with this. How stupid of me not to see what an easy access you had all along. How foolish of me to be hurt by your intrusion. They're not my secrets to keep in here, that's why it's for the world to see. But you, I didn't want you inside my thoughts, for reasons written and unwritten.
It doesn't hurt me to know that you knew all along, but to think that you had to keep this from me and I had to keep my thoughts from you.
But what could I do. Could I really say " I don't think we're in love at all." without being misunderstood. I hope you'll find out the truth someday. However, I need to figure it out myself before that..
So please, I respect your honesty, and your dignity.. but please just for now.. Leave my thoughts alone.
I'm not going anywhere, I believe. Please. Don't think any worse of me.
<3
It doesn't hurt me to know that you knew all along, but to think that you had to keep this from me and I had to keep my thoughts from you.
But what could I do. Could I really say " I don't think we're in love at all." without being misunderstood. I hope you'll find out the truth someday. However, I need to figure it out myself before that..
So please, I respect your honesty, and your dignity.. but please just for now.. Leave my thoughts alone.
I'm not going anywhere, I believe. Please. Don't think any worse of me.
<3
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