If I had wanted a usual visit.. I would have arranged for one. I didn't. So I asked him for his sponteinity. For his whim to come see me and just lie down beside me and caress me to sleep. Or something like that. I guess that's only a movie thing. "IMPRACTICAL".. that's what I am. God, I need to stop living in my fairytale.
I couldn't say this out loud. Because it's mighty considerate of him to come visit me anyway. And when we were kissing I was almost breaking into tears. This wasn't what I was looking for today.. "You didn't allow me to lay down beside you.." Whaaaaaaa??! What! What! What!?! I miss the old times. And yes, that is what they have become.
The old times.
I couldn't say this out loud. Because it's mighty considerate of him to come visit me anyway. And when we were kissing I was almost breaking into tears. This wasn't what I was looking for today.. "You didn't allow me to lay down beside you.." Whaaaaaaa??! What! What! What!?! I miss the old times. And yes, that is what they have become.
The old times.
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