Then after this ordeal (I call it an 'ordeal' because it wasn't in anyway a sensuous dream.. on the contrary.. I seemed to have skipped the most important part..! What do you know! Subconscious censorship! :P ) I started to cry.. saying "I.. can't.......*sniff*... do this...*snifffffle* ... to ... Alex.... *sniff sniff* I can't .. *wails*"..
and it's not even some guy I even remotely ever thought about.
Then I woke up.
Except we did do a suggestive scene in a play once. Very, very vaguely suggestive. My point is, though.. that it took me by surprise..
I made quite an interesting subconscious discovery in that dream. Make that two.. Two interesting discoveries.
1) I hold all guys at equal distance
2) I really couldn't cheat on Alex. It just isn't a conceivable idea.
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